... have made me lose my mood over studying

... have seeded doubts

... have made me kick myself

=)

I really didn't see it coming.
I was skeptical he was good for you.
The screaming matches and fights ending in tears.
The conflict bred within the family.
But you convinced me otherwise.
If you could pull through this with him by your side, you could pull through anything.
And I became more accepting of his quirks, seeing more of his qualities.
You instilled such faith in me, though at first naive, it turned to admirability.
But he's not by your side anymore.
And I know you're strong and mature to get through this.
Any difficulties along the way, you know I'd support you the best that I can.
With love.

Thanks for sharing. I wish your soul peace.

Since entering university, eating alone has been quite a common phenomenon. Especially this semester, I eat alone at least once every week in the arts canteen. I remember in JC this used to be very embarassing for me. I hate eating alone in public. Now, I'm compelled to do so, so no other choice but to swallow it down (pun intended).

And since my two other international friends are jetsetting all over the place and people with a home go back to their cosy dinners, I'm left alone on Saturday nights too. Geez I need to form an eat dinner on Saturday club.

I listened.
I tried.
But it's never enough for you.