I'm just hooked on this video, the song was a grower, but the video is just amazing emotional stuff.
Apparently it's in the OST for Grey's Anatomy. *I thought it sounded familiar but didn't realise it* Currently at episode 20 season 3 of Grey's. I realise how terrible I am at placing people on pedestals and hating them when they fall. when they make human mistakes. I wonder does this translate to my expectations to people in real life?
Also the title of the song made me think of being in the healthcare industry. I don't know why but since young I had this vehemence against becoming a doctor. Maybe it's because I didn't want to just follow the path set out by my parents, or how everyone expects me to become a doctor. It seems like a shallow reason. But perhaps the deeper part is that I am commitment phobic. And passionless at the time. My parents said, "You really have to have the passion for medicine otherwise you'll burn out in med school." I thought, it's too hard. Now come to think of it, the things you work hard for are really worth it at the end of the day. I'm still searching for my passion, and sometimes you just have to find it in the things you do, you have to learn to have that passion.
Now come to think of it, I wonder why I didn't choose to study medicine. I think it's the Grey's Anatomy and Physio professors influence
I'll miss Physio lectures and tutorials.
But I want to live my life without regrets. Before, I rationalised that doing pharmacy will allow me to be altruistic and yet have a more balanced lifestyle, and this I shall strive towards.