Earworm: If Only~~The Calling



Leadership is a catch-22 situation for me.
Perhaps as unfair and naive as it was, I did expect a bit of preference.
I hoped that my capability would be believed in.
Maybe my personality doesn't accentuate it.
I was so ready to commit.
I understand. You asked me to.
I understand. On my own too.
I didn't appreciate though,
the callousness I was let down with.
You weren't aware.
Perhaps it was just pettiness
But it's not the first rejection.
Thrice of similar commitments.
Or the will to.
Unsuccessful
But the wallflower blossoms too.