Earworm: Clarity~~John MayerA bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where a train stops.On my desk, I have a work station.... what more can I say........
But having said that, I *did* finish reading once through my PY1105, hence rewarding myself with slacking though I should really try to understand PR1102. Oh think I screwed up my PR1101 test also today. Heck, I've never seen a silver mirror before. I got a greyish silverish solution so I thought that was the goddamn positive result la. Didn't help that Schiff's test was negative. So i pandai-pandai say it's aromatic aldehyde. -rant over- let's not dwell on trivial stuff.
It's ironic that the song that I'm listening to is titled so, because recently I've been struggling to find my passion in life. I just feel like I'm this cold, passionless, aimless, hollow person. And Im getting weaker and more depressed when I reflect on the years I've spent living (or not) and I wonder what are the achievements that Im proud of. I falter too quickly at setbacks. I have to learn to pick myself up better. I don't think enough. That's why I had to settle for a gradeless GEK1046. I try to grasp at whatever strength I have. My emotions are based on shallowness. Not too long ago, I wanted to do drug design and development. But where's the drive to go further, to read wider, to do more research? Everything is just neutral to me. There's nothing really that I'm interested, truly committed, willing to give my all for. I don't even know what I want in life. I don't know myself well. I don't think anyone else does either. I'm one messed up jumble of nothingness.