Earworm: some Sergei Rachmaninoff piece I don't know the title of..

I have a simple wish---just to be happier...just to have a half full glass outlook on life...and I realise that nobody else can do it for me save I start initiating changes from within.

I need to stop caring so much about others' perception about me and just be myself, though I strive to be a better one.
I need to look into myself and discover who is really inside.
I need to set small goals for myself--like JOGGING--people have said i put on weight! No, thats not contradicting my first goal, instead, I want to lose weight for myself. And I will be happier if I find the discipline to stick to it. *Yeah we'll see what I'll think after panting through hilly slopes of the campus.*--*kicks self--not being the optimist!*
I need to pamper myself.
I need to find happiness in things I normally take for granted. Hence I shall list them here, every post, to remind myself from now on that there's always the silver lining, no matter how grey and blurred my vision is.

happiness of the day: nice lunch at biz canteen =) lh waited for me to have dinner together =)